Letters from Lisa

Something amazing is happening in our gig. I don't know why. I don't know how. But God is doing something amazing.

I don't even know really how this gig came to be. It was natural. Not forced. Something God seemed to have orchestrated. And God is moving powerfully in the lives of the people I have met.

Leave it to God to do this in the midst of my feeling useless, worthless, and inhibited from doing what I really love. It's a gift and an encouragement.

THIS, being a part of God changing lives, is what I love and what I want to be about. Yes ministry can flow from an organization, but life is ministry, and I am seeing that I can continue to live out my dreams and passions despite my situation.

I'm trying to figure out why God is doing this right now. What is he trying to say? Is he showing me that this really is my calling? Is he pointing me back to the ministry I came from? Is he trying to tell me that ministry can look different and still be fulfilling and pointing me somewhere else? I'm really not sure.

But maybe I'm not supposed to know right now. Maybe I'm just supposed to enjoy it and allow God to minister to me through it. Take it day by day.

Here's to attempting to trust God and lean into him more as I navigate through this crazy year.